My wonderful new friends,

I understand that we should all gather ourselves together; I understand that church is suppose to be a place of security and safety; and I also understand that the "world" believes if you are a christian, you must be apart of a group that gets together at least once or twice a week to worship our Lord, which, in some ways is what makes them feel excluded. Because there are so many out there that have been hurt by buildings and condemed already in their minds by the Laws of God. (Chalk that up to bad teaching) Or is it the "laws of man" either confuses them or brings them comfort? (Satan lies) So many that don't understand Jesus' way at all....he loved the lonely and sat with the outcast. Where are we really? Personaly, I'm an outcast, a sinner daily....but repentance is my life- line stright to Christ Jesus no matter where I am and I am saved by Gods Grace alone through The Blood of Jesus Christ. I'm alone. I don't like it and if I were to send you a picture of my prayer room, it would be just that, a room with no one in it but me, my Bible...and my Lord, Jesus Christ. Sometimes His sandles make intentional noises as they walk across the room...lol. I'm lonely but truely never alone and please don't think that I recomend being alone is better than gathering together...but some of us have no choice. It's a condition for me but maybe a choice for others out there.

When we sit in church on Sunday morning, where are we really? Still in bed or at the office, or maybe we are playing out sinarios in our minds about what to say to the person sitting in front of us because their kid wouldn't sit still (only if we had the chance). Or forgetting to pray for that person who ask us to remember them yesterday. I'm writting this today because my heart is so burdened for so many and Christ is well aware of who they are; most of them are alone. And I ask you to pray for me, pray for them. I may not be in a building but I'm in the presents of Jesus "without ceasing" daily. I love you all...so many are out there wanting & waiting to love you too. Where are they...really?

ps. I'm no writter or spell'er..lol